Up in the air...kind of.

I have opened up my blog several times in the last few weeks, realizing I haven't written for awhile. I have a lot of things on my mind, but not quite sure how to say it or exactly what to say.
I am kind of going through an "in between" time of my life knowing where things are really at. It's a lot harder than I thought it would be, I'll say that much!

Decisions, decisions, and more decisions seem to be the biggest part of my life right now. I have to find a job. I keep applying and have interviewed a few places. I have also been rejected from a couple places and still waiting to hear back from several. I am just up in the air on that.

It is an everyday pursuit to find balance in my life between school, homework, sleeping, eating, cleaning, and social time. You would think I have the hang of things, but it may be something I am always working on.

Everyone around me is either going on a mission or getting engaged. I'm almost to that point...but for now I am just waiting for the time to be right. It's really hard! We are always striving for progression, and my life just feels like it's kind of stopped right now, at least for a short time. It's just different and somewhat difficult for me to grasp the idea of being content about things since it is such an exciting time of my life!

Well, maybe now that I finally got it down in words, maybe I can actually focus on other stuff.

TTFN, Ta ta for now :)

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